uni

so im here at UNI!! finally after years of hoping and wishing lol im finally at university.
uni so far is going well tommorow is the begining of week two and the real start of my courses,iguess u could say the hard work and the allnighters start from tommorow onwards:) yay! i cant say im excited about the work load cause who would be lol but im looking forward to the new experiences of it all and the end result.
my lectuers(so werid calling them that) told us all the asignments and asessments which sound realy tricky this previous week.but i realised that once i remember that
sleepless nights studying+huge pile of homework+readlist as long as the great wall of china+next to no free time due to previous factors+being away from home (family and friends),debt= a degree,high job prospects and income opourtunitys the ablity to work anywhere in the world,completing my education,making my famnily proud.
theses things make it all worth it:)
im so sleepy lol i would write more about uni and living on my own extra but i dont want my blogs to be simply about one topic and straighforward because thats not me,or anybody realy.
im not simple im complex things in my life and in life in general are NOT straightforward so theres no reason my blog has to be.
i think my love for writing is growing i love having the freedom to express what i think and know no is going to judge it.because i know no one reads my blog so why try and impress .
boys,men.
the male species are more complex then they first appear now i know that if you see a boy picking his nose,pulling a stupid face and staring into space your gonna think there is no way the word complex could ever be used to describe him.
well maybe your wrong.people arent always what they appear to be.the boy described may seem to be many things and would most likley to be refered as a douche ,an idoit ,a freak of nature just to name a few.But what if this "freak of nature" turned out to be a genious with the additionly hygenic issues.my point is that people lower others to make themselves more rightoues.Girls/women not all but most be little men to be brainless creatures who they belive they have to train,trick and decieve them into giving these women what they want.they then have the hipocrasy to curse them if they do the same thing to them.sigh lol
oh the joys of being a teen,women in the 21st centuary .
i think i might go wacth a flim hmm twlight?or read ?hmm
decisions decisions
good night all 75 sleeps till christmas!!!
peace
sazzle

Don`t cry because its over smile because it happened

hi
so i havent blogged in ages,mainley cause i didnt feel inspired to write anything.
I dont realy feel that inspired at the moment but my laptop broke today so im complelety bored,as there never seems to be anything on tv anymore.lol i sound like an old lady lol

anyways yesterday was THE day,by the day i mean results day when you get to find out if you achieved what was needed to be able to do what you want academic wise (uni of choice) or career wise.

my results were not what i needed to get into my first choice,but i was so happy and grateful to find out that they were anough to get me a place at my second choice bath spa:)! Now looking at the course i start late next month i am excited and realy happy to be able to study english lit ad history which are two subjects i have always loved and been torn between.

the idea and i guess now fact that im going to UNI is still realy sureal i havent realy grasped it yet.i guess its because uni has always been the final part of the plan i had and now that its about to start soon i have to now start thinking beyond uni:S which i have no clue about lol i guess you could say im waiting for a sign or light bulb to go off lol

however one of the disadvantages to university apart from debt,is that college is over.Now i know that sounds werid ,if your reading this your proberly thinking why is that a bad thing? well to me its a bad thing because it means i wont get to see the friends i made there that much except in the holidays.Which sucks muchley cause im gonna miss everyone loads, though i plan on coming home majority of weekends:)

on the note of friends i would like to say a huge congratulations!!!!! to all my asweome friends and sis(kim thts u) on there results, uni places:):) so proud and happy for u all and wish u the best of luck!
(lol i know the chances of u reading this r slim lol but i thought i say it any way)

now im gonna go cause im sleepy lol and wanna look at the pics i took last night before i start a new book

crazy daisy!
xx

first entry:)

hi, okay so i decided to join the band wagon and create a blog though to be honest im not to sure what to write about :S
i guess i will use this blog to just write about anything and everything lol
okay so becuase this is my first post:)
i should probabley state clearly that i have dyslexia and becuase i have dylesxia i suck at spelling and grammer etc so if in my blogs there are spelling mistakes which i can almost gurrente (
okay so hmm what did i do today:S , i visted my nan which was fun and relaxing as we hung out in her garden. i also got to go on my old swing for the first time in years lol despite it being made for a young child and not an 18year old it was actually a lot of fun and brought back some lovley memories:)

and now im wacthing LA ink which im like addicted to wacthing,which is werid considering i dont want a tattoo,i guess i like the show so much cause i like listening to the stories behind the tattoos people get,werid i know but theres like nothing on tv anymore:(

okies i have now got a brain block and think of anything else to write lol apart from the fact that my cat tommy is giving my dog tonker the look of death right now lol

song of the day: posion-every rose has its thorn

peace and love
xx